10-20-08
These are turbulent times, and many people are at their wit’s end. Including myself. Sometimes I’m planning thirty years into the future. Sometimes fifty. I’m so worried about the future. Some things come easy, other things – most things – don’t come so easy and require a great deal of strength. Problem: I’m running out of strength. I’ve used every bit of it these last few years. I’m told to keep praying, to pull through and find this hidden strength. Every time I get on my knees, I’m digging my hollow trunk out to find that last ounce of faith that’s apparently somewhere deep within me. I can’t find it. People see it. Conundrum…
My head aches. I’m up too late. I should be doing other things. Blogging seems much more important right now. So, let it be.
=]jt
